Fox is... fine. Though things are a little weird with him for other reasons, which you know. But he hasn't been in a lot of the bad games. The others...
[takes a deep breath, and shifts to lean against a wall for this]
Well, in general, people on Taisho are really stubborn, unwilling to compromise, and willing to run over people's feelings, so take that as a starting point. Then, there are a few of them things are really bad with.
Shu and I have mutually agreed our perspectives are so incompatible that there's no real point talking to each other. He has a lot of weirdly idealistic views, and at the same time doesn't quite see people as people, some of the time.
Things are pretty irreconcilable with Okami too, though that one's not a mutual decision. He looks at everything in such a simplistic way, and is totally unwilling to budge on that, which means even when he's well-meaning he does things I can't agree with that hurt people I care about.
I thought things were okay with Sol for a while, but then he exploded at me about how selfish and condescending I was. We hit that again in this game.
Eve I stabbed five minutes after he arrived because he kept making gross come-ons and wouldn't back down when I threatened him. Baron isn't quite as bad, but he keeps telling me he likes or thinks things are cute about me, actually, and I keep telling him I don't care.
Yasuragi has been mostly the exception, the one I can trust and rely on... But a little while ago he acted on his own in a game and got someone killed. And... a lot of stuff other stuff happened, and he's hurt people I care about and made a lot of bad decisions, and I don't think I really understand him, and it definitely doesn't feel like I can rely on him any more.
It was all bad enough for a while that I was spending most of my time in Bad End... though I was actually in future is now when the graying disease started. So, that hit me hard, and I was... really scared I was going to forget everything and disappear. I went back to Taisho, since everyone was saying that staying with your unit and getting along was the way to fix it. So I talked to them. Shu told me he'd thought it was best we just didn't talk to each other. Okami stormed away and slammed the door, when I told him how I felt. And that was also when Sol exploded at me, which was a total surprise. I... couldn't handle it, and I just ran away again. That was when things were the worst.
After the trial... Well, I don't know if you saw any of our side of it, but after Yasuragi did a similar thing, I pretty much tore into Joker and told him if he wanted conflict and no off-unit connections, maybe we should just break up. That was a big part of why Taisho won. And then... suddenly everyone was willing to talk to me again. But it was because of that, so it didn't... feel very good.
So that's how things stood. I didn't really have any hope that I could actually convince them to vote for future is now, but I had to try. Of course it didn't work. And of course no one would protect us. I wouldn't protect us.
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[takes a deep breath, and shifts to lean against a wall for this]
Well, in general, people on Taisho are really stubborn, unwilling to compromise, and willing to run over people's feelings, so take that as a starting point. Then, there are a few of them things are really bad with.
Shu and I have mutually agreed our perspectives are so incompatible that there's no real point talking to each other. He has a lot of weirdly idealistic views, and at the same time doesn't quite see people as people, some of the time.
Things are pretty irreconcilable with Okami too, though that one's not a mutual decision. He looks at everything in such a simplistic way, and is totally unwilling to budge on that, which means even when he's well-meaning he does things I can't agree with that hurt people I care about.
I thought things were okay with Sol for a while, but then he exploded at me about how selfish and condescending I was. We hit that again in this game.
Eve I stabbed five minutes after he arrived because he kept making gross come-ons and wouldn't back down when I threatened him. Baron isn't quite as bad, but he keeps telling me he likes or thinks things are cute about me, actually, and I keep telling him I don't care.
Yasuragi has been mostly the exception, the one I can trust and rely on... But a little while ago he acted on his own in a game and got someone killed. And... a lot of stuff other stuff happened, and he's hurt people I care about and made a lot of bad decisions, and I don't think I really understand him, and it definitely doesn't feel like I can rely on him any more.
It was all bad enough for a while that I was spending most of my time in Bad End... though I was actually in future is now when the graying disease started. So, that hit me hard, and I was... really scared I was going to forget everything and disappear. I went back to Taisho, since everyone was saying that staying with your unit and getting along was the way to fix it. So I talked to them. Shu told me he'd thought it was best we just didn't talk to each other. Okami stormed away and slammed the door, when I told him how I felt. And that was also when Sol exploded at me, which was a total surprise. I... couldn't handle it, and I just ran away again. That was when things were the worst.
After the trial... Well, I don't know if you saw any of our side of it, but after Yasuragi did a similar thing, I pretty much tore into Joker and told him if he wanted conflict and no off-unit connections, maybe we should just break up. That was a big part of why Taisho won. And then... suddenly everyone was willing to talk to me again. But it was because of that, so it didn't... feel very good.
So that's how things stood. I didn't really have any hope that I could actually convince them to vote for future is now, but I had to try. Of course it didn't work. And of course no one would protect us. I wouldn't protect us.