[a sigh that acknowledges how ridiculous that suonds]
I didn't really work things out with A until a couple of days ago. He's wasn't happy at all with Joker and I kissing people for the game, but he agreed to it and didn't say anything because he didn't want to mess things up. Apparently he's been doing that a lot... trying to be a good boyfriend and keep the relationship together and making himself miserable. I told him that was stupid, and I think we worked some of that out, but then he immediately got angry again when I told him I was considering moving to Zrael. I think that's okay too now, but... who knows.
Joker... well, you saw. He won the audience choice prize for making out with Mars. Apparently, Mars charmed him, and then Joker messed with his memories to make him into him too in retaliation. I had kissed Mars too, and it went pretty far, so far that I was planning to tell him about it... but of course it was nothing like that. And Joker was still like, no, it was nothing, I put way more effort into my date with you. And I just... I feel like the way we deal with things is reversed? I'm comfortable with him, and A, and you, and it's easy for me to do things with you. Meanwhile, he... it seems like it's easier for him to do things with literally anyone else, sometimes, and he has to struggle to be with me, and I don't understand it.
And that's just them. I fought with Yasuragi during the game too. And some other things.
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[a sigh that acknowledges how ridiculous that suonds]
I didn't really work things out with A until a couple of days ago. He's wasn't happy at all with Joker and I kissing people for the game, but he agreed to it and didn't say anything because he didn't want to mess things up. Apparently he's been doing that a lot... trying to be a good boyfriend and keep the relationship together and making himself miserable. I told him that was stupid, and I think we worked some of that out, but then he immediately got angry again when I told him I was considering moving to Zrael. I think that's okay too now, but... who knows.
Joker... well, you saw. He won the audience choice prize for making out with Mars. Apparently, Mars charmed him, and then Joker messed with his memories to make him into him too in retaliation. I had kissed Mars too, and it went pretty far, so far that I was planning to tell him about it... but of course it was nothing like that. And Joker was still like, no, it was nothing, I put way more effort into my date with you. And I just... I feel like the way we deal with things is reversed? I'm comfortable with him, and A, and you, and it's easy for me to do things with you. Meanwhile, he... it seems like it's easier for him to do things with literally anyone else, sometimes, and he has to struggle to be with me, and I don't understand it.
And that's just them. I fought with Yasuragi during the game too. And some other things.
...I'm just... really tired.